Death and You and Me

What was it you said about me? I remember that. I’m not that smart. I’m not. But I’m not that stupid.¬†And I don’t forget.Cape Breton 035We weren’t a loving family. We did what we were supposed to do. We’re not like that anymore. I try to care, as complicated (selfish) as I know I am. I want to do what is right.20160205_132939I want to understand. And yet not like that. Not in the deep dark waters. Not in the room of death. How are you? How am I? I am dying. I know that. I accept that. DSCN0317As much as I accept anything else. As much as I accept this li(f)e.