Bequeathed Baby

Winds came hard from the east, carrying my ex to the sands she loved and an urn, a bequeathment from her father, now chipped, his old apartment full of former students.

The water flooded up into a pool, the students playing and spitting, little to say, the phone – the phone again! – half burned in the muddy sand, unable to grip, to move back, even with the kids trying to throw rocks, thinking he might never come back, and then having to go to the bathroom, always that.

He was a baby. He wanted everything for himself and then none of it, vanishing into nothing. And not even that.

The Fallacy of New Year’s Day

Many songs are written about it – U2 and Rage Against the Machine come to mind – but there is nothing to it in the end. New Year’s Day is a falsehood. Nothing will change today.

Yes, Trump is to be removed and the pandemic calmed. But what then?

What about the problems with Biden, racial inequality and the next virus? What then?

We can certainly dream and pretend that something better awaits. We’re good at doing that.

But really, what then?